here i am again.

After trip from Oslo, things started to change without my notice, one who I love most has changed, cruelly putting a period to the relationship just like that, amazingly, it was done on my birthday...

Days never be the same again, all I can do is to wish her luck, and all the best.

In regardless of how much I care, how much I love, seems all of these were not what you wanted. you always complain that if only I would change, you could love me. Are you sure you know what is love....

Everything happen for a reason, I wish that whoever reading my blog, cherish what you have, and try your very best to keep it.

hope that I can get out from this sorrow soon as I can.

God.. Please bless me.

Lastly, what have left from me to her is this,

If I should stay, I would only be in your way.
So I'll go, but I know I'll think of you ev'ry step of the way.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.

You, my darling you. Hmm.
Bittersweet memories
that is all I'm taking with me.
So, goodbye. Please, don't cry.
We both know I'm not what you, you need.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.

I hope life treats you kind And I hope you have all you've dreamed of.
And I wish to you, joy and happiness.
But above all this,
I wish you love.
And I will always love you.

I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you. I,
I will always love you.

You, darling,
I love you. Ooh,
I'll always, I'll always love you.


but the Truth is

只剩下鋼琴陪我彈了一天
睡著的大提琴 安靜的舊舊的
我想你已表現的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你沒有捨不得

你說你也會難過我不相信
牽著你陪著我 也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛你
我才會逼自己離開

你要我說多難堪 我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
我沒有這種天份 包容你也接受他
不用擔心的太多 我會一直好好過
你已經遠遠離開 我也會慢慢走開
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
我真的沒有天份 安靜的沒這麼快
我會學著放棄你...........................................................


above was added in May 2008. I think I found the truth......